Full Moon Tonight（五）

Black and white seated portrait of his mother's mourning hall, black and white contrast is perhaps one of the most prudent and realistic colors. Eighty-year-old wrinkled old man afraid of his old head aspect, it is the years of the gift of life cantabile sheet music. Luo father of the famous painting 【】, by sublimation of the Characterizations of wrinkled】 【father, a farmer ------ weathered, hard-working honest character. My mother's sons and daughters of wrinkles carved a name engraved on his forehead that some way is to work fifteen-year-old big sister on the farm, and his eyes droop to a few, that is carved to give money to big brother in high school, and eyebrows that Chuan word is carved deep to the Chan-year-old sister died, and cheekbones that gave a few road is carved to the seventh of people raised the ... ... round after round of countless wrinkles, deep pain is the mark of motherly love.
Mother's eyes have a penetrating portrait of the goodness of people. Some people say happiness takes five nutrition, with people is one of them. I remember ten years ago I had written to ask the mother of the article's publication, an editor of a north, he said bluntly: "You go to my mother, Zhu Laozong the 【】 to read ten times." I read a great mother, Full of goodness are written. I do not know whether it is good common Chinese mothers, who have experienced the suffering, the suffering into strength wisdom and reason, which you can kind through time and space, able to fill Oliver, dissolving the snow-capped mountains.
I have seen mothers after childbirth to eat only a few duck eggs and sweet potato porridge, save enough money so I signed up for school. Difficult, Fanlao, pain associated with the mother for life, she can escape live to eighty-six years old. If regarded as a miracle, a miracle that the source and there. Sometimes I was very absurd to think the rats, cockroaches and flies. They are dark and dirty in the world, life is so tenacious strong, unlike human weak without the wind. Understanding of life, has always been no word of a word at the office much more than being alive overlooked, and was dead away.
My most difficult time the family left home, my childhood there Oedipus complex, a bit Nanfennanshe. Mother said to me: "Real Man Faces." Yes ah, man gotta go chew the bitter taste of this world. Traditional Chinese culture does not seem to suffering is not enough grave. Suffering is a catalyst for life, alert, and sometimes I was glad I met his own mother suffering Fortunately, the wear and tear experienced suffering.
Unfortunately, three years my wife in the Changjiang children, except for a qualified dentist, the lucky break on the mother's interest to be shown on writing paper, into his writings. Little economic support, but also a sense of guilt is not able to take care of his mother in their daily lives filial Jingzhi heart. Now everything can not make up for inability to pay. I can only kneel before the Spirit of mother confessor, and then cry, mother, son, lack of filial piety! Mother, I love you!
Sky Tonight clarity, the full moon tonight, so a Mid-Autumn Festival. The spirit of our mother for the moon cake before, and mother Dramas Mid-Autumn Festival moon.
Tomorrow is the day of the funeral the mother. Mother Hanxiaojiuquan, turned rife. Soared away to the moon carried away, her soul is so beautiful, light, elegant, calm ... ...