People are down long（三）

Go home? Back to back it.
I returned from Beijing, Inner Mongolia, went first to her family. Mother face stiff face, I put away the daughter in front of mother should be honest, carefully told her: "My grandfather's body is healthy, he asked you, I said my mother's body is also very healthy ah. "
I made up a lie to another lie.
Then during the Ching Ming Festival, New Year's Eve so that people pay homage to the days of death, I have to go to the intersection point of burning paper money to the grandfather, not because I believe that his soul or my Mingbi, only because I stripped my mother the death of his father's right to know, I really feel bad, however. And elsewhere can not find ways to make up only a detour Hades.
--- People are down-long management of this world once again confirmed that I lost three sons in the sampan ever after.
Mother died when I had particular regret, regret that they have too many places I'm sorry her. Insomnia at night, I will clearly remember my mother is a word sorry and will think of one thing I was rude to her mother, the Heaven ethical condemnation of me all the time. However, if the lamp dies, her mother's departure is so clear-cut, and even does not allow me to give her nail a button! In particular, the development of medicine now to prove, her risk of disease if fifteen years later, it is easy to cure! Hey life is really a barrier stack synonymous with remorse and helplessness.
But after the death of John sampan, I feel immediate changes.
Grandfather and father and mother died suddenly have become a matter of course, but the death of others, no matter how extraordinary how he mighty, all is normal!
I am selfish? But I never sampan he was only twenty years old, ah, how to stop until I let him go too! ?
Ching Ming Festival and New Year's Eve these days of commemoration of the dead man, I first went to my father and mother to the grave for a full board on the burning paper money, I understand that this is a dedication This is the filial. Then I can not wait to go ever so grave mound sampan to cry, I gave him two bundles of paper money are burned that is not enough, because he was young he was wearing love it love playing it, he should be the other side of the deep, living sea Villa powerful, domineering open Rolls Royce!