Me and my prose（一）

When I was four hundred thousand words long new book "dust wrong" about to hit the press, my heart has a lot of emotion. Over the years I have been writing novels, from three hundred thousand words "red Yearbook" to half a million words, the lower part of "beauty slope," I gave myself a lot of confidence. Especially when the "beauty slope" have published a wide range of social impact and economic effects by as much as I desire to create novel the feeling of warm spring breezes. It is said to have been my age and condition should enjoy life, but writing is not so much a cause or liability, as it is a habit a way of life. Like Rodin said: the feelings of people always have to be attached, or attached to a person or attached to one thing, enough to live comfortably in the state to engage in creation, and its hard as it is made a habit of life or is a spiritual release and freedom.
There is always recent writer friend asked me: You seem to change course it? I'm surprised a moment, I know they mean longer than usual to write essays to do. Yes ah, Did I forget that I was born to write prose writers? Thinking back 20 years ago, I was as prose achievements by the Chinese Writers Association admitted to membership. In fact, there is no creative boundaries, the text in the image of the same reasons the "truth", and to write prose poetry writing fiction writing plays, as long as there is genuine feeling the creative impulse, every form of literature can make your state breeze brilliance ... ... Looking back, I understand and prose is really the origin with a young man hi the early poems, for publishing a poem often complacent, and then to hope to have more opportunities to express themselves and form, perhaps more than Han prose emotional component, from the poem recently, then played a pleasure to write essays. Writing prose seemed relaxed, casual, Zhaobi written, Scenery written, it is music in the fun.
In fact, from the personal creation of history, the longest of my financial ability prose. I really have a lot of years writing prose, that is what first? Era from a dream it? Why choose prose? I kept thinking, there are a number of distant thoughts. Some of fate and a sense of Zen. I have always believed Rengeyouzhi, people have dreams. However, anyone who blogs or it can become a dream feel? As I left to write prose, like poetry, this is not diverted to transfer more than not interested in change in feelings, or even mention is the new choice, everything is self serve in the purely innocent in nature and in order to smooth original mind. Buddha told us in the distant era of "impermanence", "dharmas Empty," and we human beings always have the order often arrange for their own life goals, without which does not become human. Our pursuit is not a real vanity. Although the material things, acquisitiveness, lust, desire, and so were many redundant will bring many of their burden, but we always still have to pursue it persistent, stubborn not the heart to leave it. Perhaps it is because the intention of such an obsession, and I for a long time to write essays with their main focus, to put it nicely is a pursuit, to put an objective point of paranoia is a personality and interest on the preference.