Me and my prose（三）

So I asked myself: what I get it?
I have been proud of, or the capital: I have published twenty or thirty books, including a dozen essays, "Xingyue read" "Huai style" "ten Grass," "Ocean xi tie" again and again all the award-winning books and other prose writings, works have been translated into foreign countries, was elected "China's New Elite Selected Prose," "China's fine prose highlights" and "Ying xi bar" and a finalist for single works high school Chinese textbooks, I have a crystal type more than nine characters, and a variety of stately crown, on television, usually newspapers, at the national level writer, senior editor, the old members of the Chinese Writers Association, Chinese Prose Literature Society and the Chinese report Society, Chinese Folk Art Painters Association, and so the title of a long list of formal organizations, which, it not also be proud of the glory of it?
But in the midst of the social atmosphere, everything seemed less important, the glory of another person's feelings, their own sense of pride and everything, Department of Nothingness, the only work is real. Some people even as famous as a successful achievement, the greater the well-known achievements of the greater nature, like the nursery children than the size of their father's official general, love to the reputation of writers, I still not quite sure what level they are part fame? In fact, the famous and powerful will always be two different things. I think his blog, run in a circle, "the elite of Chinese Literature", where there are a lot of broad knowledge of literature with rich experience splendid literary talent elite, the works that they have a high literary and aesthetic value, has been willing to grass-roots remained in obscurity. Compared to them, I really very lucky very lucky. I think the fate of works and also, it is a definite number. I wrote a "successful wake up words," to tell people the three elements of success: the opportunity first, background second to third. If you have success factors of your talents and efforts, but it still needs the final opportunity or background to help. If you have to light the lack of opportunities or personal efforts, the background you still can not succeed. Now the speculation is the background of the community, and speculation was rampant could there be so walls have known and therefore there were unscrupulous. You can but not well known or not the name (if known as achievement), know your people will give you a nickname called "underappreciated." Bloomer before the age of 83 are "underappreciated", if he ultimately never quite emperor, he will end his life unknown.